Patience answered.

Its so unlike me to sit quietly and wait. Just wait for the right thing to happen at the right moment. Not questioning why ? So after lots of cribbing and crying, throwing my legs and hands and having the worst days of work, I became laid back. I somehow got used to the idea that unfair things will happen to me and this senior (bitch) will never let me do anything good. I was even convinced that I was going to be stuck with her for the rest of my days in this place and at the end of the year she would give a pathetic feedback. Well I have no doubt if she gets the chance she will still do that. Anyways so then came my chance, today i got to know that I might be moving to a different location and under some other senior. that is AMAZING!
I’d love to get a chance to prove myself that i can be good at this collegues relationship and i will try to work hard on that. Also i think i needed this as I could see my confidence fading away to be what i wanted to be. I hope to get this chance and if i do. i’ll definetly make the most of it. :))
so just to keep a track of it, here’s my list of To Do’s for my new chance:
1) Observe and learn.
2) Don’t make an opinion about any1 too soon.
3) Never let your face say what you feel.
4)Try to stay away from bitching.
5) Build professional relation.
6) don’t share much personal details.
7) Be EXCELLENT at work.
No silly mistakes please.
9) Be careful and learn the politics around. (wicked)